Tomorrow is the first of 2 tastings. It isn't going to go well... I'm completely unprepared and overwhelmed because of all the other things that happened.  Timing is God-Awful!!!  If I had another week, I'd probably be fine, but I have until noon tomorrow.  I was excited... now I'm dreading the massive failure about to take place.  I've destroyed my kitchen at home and can't even function it's such a mess.  I'm going to go to bed, try to get some sleep and hopefully have the energy to pull this off tomorrow, but in all honesty... I'm so exhausted, I don't know that I have it in me... even though my entire future is on the line here.  Well, at least there's no pressure!